noches
de
terror
ALBUM — 2022
noches de terror
El sol se mete al atardecer. El cielo se tiñe de rojo pronto va a anochecer. Desapareces entre la oscuridad. La angustia esta por comenzar. Sabes que, yo te queria. Por ti mi vida daria. Extraño tus dulces besos. Por ti me vuelo los cesos. Solo existe este momento. Quiero darte todo pero se que tu te iras y voy a pasarOtra noche de terror donde no tengo tu amor. Siento el dolor. Cada noche sin tu amor es otra noche de terror.Vienes, te vas y luego regresas dejandome un hueco lleno de ilusion. Por mas que te pida, reze y supilique tu te iras y voy a pasar
Otra noche de terror donde no tengo tu amor. Siento el dolor. Cada noche sin tu amor es otra noche de terror.Es otra noche de dolor. Es otra noche sin tu amor. Acobijado de rojo. Es otra noche de terror. Es otra noche de dolor. Es otra noche sin tu amor. Estas son las noches de terror.
dying an(atom)y
I've been dying to forget you since the day you left my bed. But it's so hard to ignore you when you live inside my head. Baby you make up every atom that makes my anatomy. If I had to chalk it up to one thing I'd say you're the reason I can't function. 'Cause every night inside my head it's a conundrum. My head's above the water but you somehow pull me under. And I don't know what else to think it's probably all a made up construct or just bullshit in my head. I've been dying to forget you since the day you left my bed. But it's so hard to ignore you when you live inside my head. Baby you make up every atom that makes my anatomy. If I had to chalk it up to one thing I'd say you're the reason I can't breathe. Your grip around my throat is suffocating me. My head's above the water but you somehow pull me in. And I don't know what else to say it's probably all a made up construct or bullshit in my head. I've been dying to forget you since the day you left my bed. But it's so hard to ignore you when you live inside my head. Baby you make up every atom that makes my anatomy. If I had to chalk it up to one thing I'd say you're the reason I can't LIVE. 
esmeralda
Esmeralda tell me why. I can't sleep at night. You're the only thing that I find hard to stomach. When I think of you I wanna vomit. Ya no se ni que debo pensar. Solo pienso en ti. En mi cabeza estas. Nuestro alrededor se mueve a paso lento. Tu ya no estas aquí pero aun te siento. Desde la ultima vez que te vi me dijiste que si. Y ahora vivo las noches pensando en ti. Quizas cuando despierte todo estara bien pero la verdad no se que creer. Las noches son mas largas desde que no estas. Y me cuesta dormir, existir me da igual. Tu ya no estas aqui y yo solo me quedo bailando sin ti. Y la neta me duele un chingo pero tengo que aceptar. Y siempre es lo mismo. Ya no va haber marcha atras. Tengo que entender. No quiero creer. Ya se que la caguee. What do I do to forget all you said? I must have tried out everything, but I still fall short again. Was never tall like all your friends.Now I lie awake in bed, Struggling to forget your name and all the loving words you said. Why do I always feel this way? I constantly remember it. Each minute detail of your face. It's instilled, it's engraved, it's inside my head. I'm trying hard, but I can't run away.The sweet sound of our shoes on the dance-floor turned into the deafening cacophony of your feet dragging along the pavement leaving behind no trace of what we had. Nights filled with agonizing pain have become routine around her and when I do sleep flashbacks, snippets of better times replay over and over sending me back into your arms cinvincing me none of this was lost. Sunlight creeps in through the cracks in my coffin, my heart bursts into flames. The dream is over. Your image fades. You disintegrate. An empty coffin. You were never there. You were never there.Desde la ultima vez que te vi me dijiste que si. Y ahora vivo las noches pensando en ti. Quizas cuando despierte todo estara bien pero la verdad no se que creer. Las noches son mas largas desde que no estas. Y me cuesta dormir, existir me da igual. Tu ya no estas aqui y yo solo me quedo bailando sin ti. mortified of death
Everything around me seems to move at twice the pace. I don't know about you, but I think it's not a phase. I wish that I could focus on one thing at a time, but I have too many demons swimming in my mind. Wish that I could just forget all of the things you used to say, But it's so hard to ignore you when you're riddled with my veins. And I get really scared when I'm left alone with my head. I've contemplated death at least a hundred times today. 
friday the thirteenth
Let's start with the ritual. I'll light the candles and I'll say "Hasta el infinito" one last time for old time's sake. Then sign it with a kiss of death. The wax has set. I seal your fate. Broken shards of mirrors Razor-sharp on your soft skin. Just a small incision One drop is all I need For soon enough your Sleepless nights begin. Into your neck I'll sink my teeth. Become the nightmare That will haunt your dreams. You'll be cursed to think of me Every Friday. Friday The Thirteenth.Broken shards of mirrors Razor-sharp on your soft skin. Just a small incision One drop is all I need For soon enough your Sleepless nights begin.
This time it's an eye for an eye. No more saying Goodnight. Here is where I draw the line. I will conjure up a spell and send you BACK TO HELL! 
Into your neck I'll sink my teeth. Become the nightmare That will haunt your dreams. You'll be cursed to think of me Every Friday. Friday The Thirteenth.XIII
lasso
I started watching Twin Peaks And drinking coffee. 'Cause I know you like that. Then if we have something in common We can probably talk all day.But that seems so far-fetched. When you haven't even read my text. Diane it's seven thirty And I haven't heard from this girl yet.The clock just struck midnight And I've yet to hear even a peep from you. Is it because I listen to the bands you think aren't cool? Or am I over-thinking? I'm bad at shit like this. You've probably just been busy Or maybe you're asleep? 
I'd wait an eternity If it meant waiting for you. You want a car, a plane, a helicopter I'll lasso you the moon. I don't mean to be rude but often times I dream of you. I hope you call me back And we can hang out soon. 
alitas
Cierra los ojos. Esto pronto terminara. Si pudiera te arrancaba las alitas Para que no volaras acia el mas alla.Pero estas en paz. Y se que esta mejor 'pa ti. Siendo sincero estoy desesperado Desde tu partir.Es malestar sin fin. Me duele en el fondo del alma Y mi corazon se quiebra en mil pedazos.Cada vez que me acuerdo. Me gana el sentimiento. Mi mas grande deseo es volver a reir junto a ti.Me lleno de dolor y rabia cuando no estas. Ahogado en la soledad. Anhelo volver tus ojitos mirar pero no despertaras.
siphon
I still remember everything you said like "I won't go away". You always told me "You'll be fine" but I don't think it's true this time 'cause every night I feel so cold, whenever I feel so alone it's you. And I can feel ghost. It hides around my room. I see your ghastly face in every nook and cranny of the places that we'd frequent. A blood transfusion might help me forget. Why do I feel you underneath my skin? Clawing at my insides. You're everything I like. At night I try to go to sleep, but you're still here. The one that's plaguing my mind; the only thing that I despise. Please let me, please let me, please let me go to sleep. You say that I keep on forgetting. That's not true. We both know I really did like you. But why pretend? This is the end. You always told me it was near. I always felt it imminent. I guess I was never prepared for us to end. Why do I feel you underneath my skin? Clawing at my insides. You're everything I like. At night I try to go to sleep but you're still here. The one that's plaguing my mind; the only thing that I despise. Please let me, please let me, please let me go... I Just Can't. I've been trying and trying and trYING IF I REGURGITATE THE WORDS YOU SAID AND SIPHON YOU OUT OF MY VEINS, MAYBE THEN I COULD FORGET AND FINALLY, FINALLY, FINALLY GET SOME REST!darkness
After a million attempts there’s one thing that I haven't tried out yet. Got a trick up my sleeve. One final solution where there's no escape. A simple procedure's all I need in order to set myself free. But do I have it in me to commit such an atrocity?Give me poison. Tear my extremities. Drag the dagger through my skin. Float along the river not across the road. It slowly starts to pour out, we want more. My vision narrows. Senses dull. I'm finally coming home Waiting for the sweet embrace of death To kiss all of the pain away. Cover me in darkness set me free Peace will come when I can't breathe. Another futile attempt to erase This never-ending suffering Contaminates my every limb Controlling all of my beliefs. I'm dying to erase the pain. Extract even the smallest trace But it's part of my D.N.A. There's no more options left. Waiting for the sweet embrace of death To kiss all of the pain away. Cover me in darkness set me free Peace will come when I can't breathe. Peace will come when I can't breathe. Into the ground I will sink. If happiness lies six feet underneath the surface I Am on the quickest path to terminate. It's my expiration date. The choice is an illusion I know exactly what steps I have to take to permanently shut my eyes and sleep.
It’s been about 10 weeks since I last saw you
I hope you’re doing fine.
I tell myself I’m better
But my mind just says 9.
And I cannot remember the last time that I 8.
Well if we’re being honest
I don’t feel so great.
cuenta
conmigo
7 grams of serotonin to get me through today.
I’ve got a 6-shooter strapped under
In case I do commit.
And I’ve taken 5 pills 4 these thoughts I can’t
outrun.
Like those 3 words that you told me when the 2 of us
Were 1.
Mi mundo se siente al revés
Por favor no me digas que todo esta bien
Se desvanece entre mis manos
Y ya no se que hago.
Al final no estas aquí
Recuerdo la última vez que te vi
Me dijiste cuenta conmigo
Pero me dejaste contando los días sin ti.
